Coward Infidel
1 min readFeb 16, 2021

Now that its over, I always look back
Even though it wasn’t even past summer,
I’m just taken aback,
For how long it seems to feel.

What scares me the most,
I don’t know how you are anymore.
When was the last time that happened?
I honestly don’t remember.

I don’t know what to do.
Other than to wish you a life of embroidery
May you find it someplace; somewhere,
what you didn’t find in me.

I hope you become, what you always wanted to be.
I hope It wasn’t a complete waste of time with me.
You're still in my heart and I always wonder too.
how is it for you?

What hurts the most though,
Is this big empty space in my heart.
I don’t know why,
maybe I just thought it would be harder for you to let me go.

That is all, I didn’t mean to pry.
I should have nothing more to say,
Other than a simple,
goodbye.

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